A new 'low' - M+G: A Promise of Forever
 
I'm feeling low.
Well, I'm excited to be going home in about 30 minutes and looking forward to a blissful weekend. So, why the frown?  Call me petty-minded but I don't feel sexy at all.  I meant that my curves are somewhat on the worng places.  I miss going to the gym and working up a sweat.  Maybe, what I'm feeling is guilt of having lost track of what and how much I eat.

What I've loved when I was still working out is that I don't feel guilty as much when I pig out.  That's because I compensate that with a 2-hour workout the next day.  I also loved the fact that it doesn't seem like 'working out' - meaning doing the boring exercise routines (which I've tried before but didn't continue because it's B-O-R-I-N-G).  When I was enrolled at a fitness center, I always join the group classes (dancing and tae-bo/aerobics).  The music is lively and exercising is more fun when you're having fun with other people.  So, when I had to discontinue my memberhsip, I had to watch what I eat since I don't burn the calories anymore (thru exercise).  And now, I'm feeling.. actually, seeing the consequences. *sigh*

So now, I want to take my weight watching more seriously.  This weekend, I'll only eat when I'm hungry and try not to crave for food when I'm not doing anything at all.  Will post my progress (?) here to let you know.
bans
10/10/2009 15:54:40

why?

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Grace
10/11/2009 09:48:11

tumataba na uli ako e :(

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bans
10/11/2009 10:11:12

naku, you have more than a year pa naman. don't worry too much. enjoy ka lang, wag lang sobra. :)

baka pag na-stress ka mangayayat ka naman.

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Grace
10/11/2009 10:53:10

ha ha! wish ko lng e mangayayat nga ako. wala pa naman ako nararamdaman na stress (ows?) LOL

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